藤田知己 (Fujita Tomoki) @tomoki@mastodon.postmoderns.info

Slow life on the single server.

バカは死ね、とオブラートに包んで言う選手権開催してる。

こんな連中のなかにあって、人間について考え、言葉を発することにいかほどの意味があるのか。虚しい。

所属することから離れらないだけの臆病を信念と取りちがえるバカ、己のルサンチマンを肯定するための攻撃を正義ある理性と取りちがえるバカ、両者の立場を相対化しつつ軌道なく争いを収めることに意味があると思うバカ、絶対の不存在を盾に我の不愉快を排除することに正義があると信じるバカ。

新海誠も細田守も、女性を人間として描くのが下手すぎないか？

Many fires in Kyoto

War happens in far place from us and will invade our place.

Emergency tower clearly contributes happiness of people. Therefore, it’s not good to compare it to army. But mental mechanisms which works in political decision makings are maybe same especially in cases on enormous decision with huge budget.

Now I think that politicians in pre-war era might be similar with him. They should have been explained about arms, battles and wars and demanded budget for them by officers. And they should have promised support in order for “the national benefit” without reality. That must be same until the defeat.

For me, my boss seemed satisfied as he could perform well for his position, a local senator, to the officers and the governor behind them. Of course he had learned and had understood significance of the tower. But, that huge equipment in front of us had less meaning or value on his own life than performance as a politician.

I have visited an “emergency tower”, which people evacuate to when tsunami occurs, for inspection with my boss, a senator. Despite the local officers explain how they commit on the project and how national money helped it, it was difficult to find feelings of reality for us. We listened to them, promised more support by budget, and went to the next place. That’s all.

Slow life on the single server.

広角レンズでかっこいい写真が撮れる人はマジでかっこいい。

Everyday smoked by mosquito coils.

Trying to control people makes their hostile identities stronger. Even if PRC will succeed to govern Hong Kong, they sew a seed of serious disputes.

Though I use Twitter to follow some users, feel mastodon safer for me. Maybe it's because of the less users which don't attract noisy posts like ads.

Testing the new single-column interface on Mastodon 2.9.0.. Not bad.

To seize disputes for values among people, agreements on fundamental comprehension on human nature. That is "What is values?". If we could understand how values are created inside and how works in relationship with human life, we should be able to find the starting point of dialogue for peace making.

それで先生が私に伝えたかったであろうことはなんとなくわかる。そこにあった思いやりめいた先生の気持ちは少なくとも受け取ろうと思っている。さようなら。

政治活動の咎でゼミは「破門」になったが、「愛せない場合は、通り過ぎよ」というニーチェの言葉を教えてもらったことはときどき思い出す。

学部時代のゼミの先生がなくなったらしい。